Forever, its over.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 10:36 PM

HEADACHE ! SHIT I FEEL SO UNCOMFORTABLE NOW =(

Thank margret & jp for coming to fetch me today ..

Flu whole day , now headache , what wrong ?

i feel that i am falling sick in no time !

Think 'll pop some panadol & get a gd sleep later .

Tml off day ! Will be spending my whole afternoon tidy up my room do a spring cleaning maybe gg Orchard ION to fetch margret @ night , evening maybe go to find cecilia . Ya & maybe visiting salon to make my hair done .

& bi really got miss you , why you lik doubt me lik that ? I'm th one who should doubt whether you really did miss me ma silly .

Head spin lik fuck .. terrible x.x

I SSIM WERDNA . 3:04 AM

3.20 now alright cnts sleep & i already used to it .Sigh !

I so happy Margret is back damn miss her & i tot she won be coming back anymore,

it been 6 month i didnt see her & finally she returned.

She's a cute !

Later jp & Margret come fetch me frm work ;] That great seriously i cnts wait to see her .

Been wrking & wrking for th past few days so i 'll be off on wed .

Wed'll be gg out chill w friend ..

Thurs my dearest boyfriend return back to sg..

Been missing him, hope to see my dearest bi soon !

Saw quite alot of ppl while working yesterday so coincidence ;] LAUGHS!

& School is going to reopen soon , HELL D;

Sunday, December 20, 2009 11:06 PM

Yesterday wendy came over my hse stayover till 5+ in th morning ..
She was so damn sad due to some reason when i first meet her but after awhile think she got better i hope she'll be fine soon .
Last night actually asked bi came over but end up never hahs , but i still feel that he was close to me as i was on msn & phone w him for th almost last whole night till morning .
Think yesterday i was lik first time kept call him whenever i sian or wat maybe bcause i know he 'll be gg off to msia today lols.

Today wake up text w bi awhile jiu prepare to go wrk le .
Work w Fara today , requested to wrk tml as i got something to show her.
I am lik kinda tired now , but i too enthu to watch `hai pai tian xin ` & `next stop happiness `.
Th ep 'll be out @ 2 am still got few hours to go . LOL

bi is in msia le he 'll msq me when he rch sg which is on thurs , gonna miss him for th next few day =( Hope he enjoy himself @ msia . l o v e !

Saturday, December 19, 2009 6:05 PM

Spent whole day of yesterday w bi (;

Was intended to shop for school stuff w bi today , was postpone as my dad @ thr gave much excuses saying later abit buy better insisted don gave me $ , so i guess shop all those stuff w bi when he came back frm malaysia .

tml bi 'll be gg msia i 'll be missing him for 5 days .

bi is soooo cute <3

Congrat Adelyn for passing her 'n' (:

Currently no show to watch must wait till mon sian cn ..

Think 'll go CWP later catch new moon w her .

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 5:32 AM

Alright i deleted my archeiver from 2006-2008 today.

So long since i read those post over again ..

I deleted it which mean there's really nothing left between me & him , anyway not impt anymore or i should say long ago everything already is nothing.

There come a point of time in my life whereby i put 100% of effort & truly toward a thing & ended up fall lik a fool , this make a great impact, it make me hesitate everything i does now.

Do anyone ever feel as in you know how much you cn put into a thing but you tried not to or should i say already afraid to just because you already no confident how long this thing cn kept w you ..This sound pretty pathetic it's was lik you know you cn you force yrself not to =x

From today on i won hesitate anymore i'll do th best i cn..

Is so tired when you force yrself not to when you want to .

w/o hesitate i love bi <3